Sunday, April 08, 2007

Easter Morning

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He is risen!
He is risen indeed!
Blessed be the Name of the Lord!

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Christ reveals Himself to me:

Sometimes he makes my heart thirst for Him, and I seek His face. These are the days that I long to know Him more, and I gain great satisfaction in reading scripture, praying, and singing songs of praise. These days just "appear", and I am grateful.

Sometimes in sorrow or pain, I turn to Him; He is always there. I come with fear or tears or uncertainty, and I leave knowing that He loves me, that He cares for me, that I can trust in Him, that I am His--no matter what happens.

Sometimes I come to Him because I am angry; I want revenge. He always humbles me and makes me see myself. I leave a little wiser, a little kinder.

Some days I see Him in others: the time my son worried that I was getting home late or when my daughter told me that she would pay for my tickets to the play as a gift; He comes to me through books, Christian radio, hugs from friends.

Some days I see Him in the rising of the moon, the setting of Orion, the flowering of the lilacs, the setting of the sun. He comes to me in beauty, and I am suddenly aware of my Creator--the one who reaches out to me in love.

Each time I find Him here, in my life, I experience the joy of His resurrection, the gratitude of forgiveness, the incredulity of His sacrifice--the reality that He has come here to forgive, love, and save me. That is the rebirth of my soul--daily, hourly; each time I lift my heart to Him--my soul is set free to worship Him.

My God and my King.
Jean

Friday, January 19, 2007

A Change of Seasons

We have found that we rarely have many visitors to our bird feeder when the birds can find plenty of seeds on plants or on the ground. But when winter comes and the snow arrives, they quickly eat up what we have put out for them. I suppose it would be quite startling for the little bird who comes to check out the bird feeder on a warm June day!

Our household is healthy again, and my hubby is home for the weekend. His boss has given him permission to work out of an area office on this side of the state one day of the week so that he will only be gone 3 days per week. That will be nice.

Thoughts From My Big Green Chair

People tend to repeat a mantra within their minds that describes how they see the world. I've decided a very common one (and I have found it to be a favorite of mine) is, "I deserve better than this." It is a rather ugly and insidious view of life which allows us to eat too much, treat others with disrespect, and deny others of our wisdom and charity. It gives us a valid excuse for our behavior with an air of righteousness. I think it is time to begin finding these mantras we cling to and then say them out loud so that everyone can hear how small we are, and so that we can see how we truly look to others--and to God. Next time I reach for the sweets in a bowl when I'm feeling as though too much is required of me, I shall boldly announce, "I deserve better than this! I deserve to be treated with more respect! And because of this, I deserve to eat whatever I want!"

Or maybe not. Maybe I will choose, instead, to find another mantra that begins with, "I am thankful for..." or, "I am honored by..." or at other times, "I love..." Today I think I"ll say, "There is beauty all around me. Let me count the ways..."

Go in search of beauty!
Jean
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Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Last Year At This Time...

Last year at this time I had decided to start writing a book. I wrote 6 entries and then stopped. It was a lot of work! Today I went back and started rereading what I had written. Hm. Would anyone read my book if I were to keep writing? A few, no doubt...

So today I will run it past you. My book would certainly not be exciting--no adventures or mysteries. I'm not sure I have what it takes for this...so you can be honest or be kind or you can be silent. LOL! This was the 1st entry.

Blessings,
Jean


Chapter 1: January

Anyone who has lived in Wisconsin for any number of years can tell you that the January thaw is always welcome. On the farm we prefer the ground stay frozen so the tractor doesn’t sink while feeding round bales, but the above-zero weather is considered a Godsend. The snow and cold came in December this year, and January, according to my boys, has been sweatshirt weather. Normally this would be the month we brace ourselves for below zero winds that slice through our down jackets and make our bones hurt; instead the children and I were outside playing basketball today. We’ve an old hoop in the gravel driveway. My youngest has to work rather hard to get us out there, but once he does, we seem to have a lot of fun. Have you ever wondered why it is so hard to toss our endless tasks aside for a few moments that will become good memories in the years to come? That is what our move to the farm was meant to be—a place to live life to the fullest; I don’t suppose, in the long run, any of us will regret it.

We live in the corner of the state known as the driftless area. One of the glaciers seemed to have gone around us leaving beautiful hills and valleys flowing with trout streams. If you were to walk along the road with me to the top of the second hill, you could see for miles around. The distant hills, blue against the horizon, are usually hazy. Most of the land is cultivated, but there are wooded hillsides and grassy ravines. If your walk would bring you out at the right time of day, you might hear the call of the wild turkey or see the white tail of a deer bounding through the fields.

Shortly after buying our farm, we found an old map that identified the farms in our area by the name given them by their owner; ours was Fairview. Someone had walked along the ridge as we do, and they, too, fell in love with all that they could see. The railroad track went through a corner of the property at that time; we have the old rightaway there, grown up in brambles and scrub. The ridge has rich, deep soil, and the pastures have streams and springs that have never gone dry. A dam was built on one of the springs, creating a small pond for the cattle and is used as a fishing hole by my boys; over the hill is a small wood. Fairview, indeed.

A few years after buying our first parcel of land, we were able to purchase another located a short distance down the gravel road. This, too, had a small wood, a pasture, and fields, but it also included an old, white farmhouse. We moved in about the time my oldest was ready to start school, and that was the beginning of another journey: homeschooling. That was twelve years ago.

I suppose there would be plenty of folks who would tell us we were crazy for moving to the farm. The work is hard and the pay is slim. I gave up my teaching job to stay home with the children, and my husband took a severance package offered him during a company merger to switch hats—from engineer to farmer. Life is good here. We have twelve cats, a whole herd of Simmental cattle, one donkey, and several chickens. I can’t imagine a better place to raise a family.

It’s January now, which means the woodstove never goes out. Everyone who comes to visit is always attracted to its warmth and cheerful fire. If you come on in and pull up a chair, I’ll pour you a cup of tea, and we can invite the outside cats in to warm their toes with us. We can chat a while, and perhaps the cows will wander by in the pasture below our window. If the donkey brays, we can grab a carrot and run down to say hello to her; but be careful not to let her eat your coat. The sunsets can be gorgeous this time of year, so stay a while; if the clouds are gone, we can watch Orion and the Seven Sisters dance across the night sky. Will you come?

Thursday, January 11, 2007

I Slept In Today

I think I must have looked something like this:



















Bethany seems to be over the worst of her cold, but Jacob and I are still struggling.

On the farm...

Penny had a busy day yesterday. She kept trying to hurd her cattle to one corner of the pasture. We do not know if a stray dog came through and she was protecting them, or if she was bored and decided to have a little fun. Drive Me has not had her calf(ves) yet, and Bethany is right when she claims she looks as though she swallowed a couple of beach balls. I think she looks like she has a calf bothering her sciatic. Do cows have problems with that?

And from my Big Green Chair...

My prayer afghan is coming along nicely. I'm half way through skein 2 (out of 7). I've decided to make prayer socks for my niece in Iraq. Hey, Sarah! What size shoe do you wear? (I don't think she checks me out here, but I'll see.)

This morning when I woke, I spent some time listening to silence. Do you do that? I am quite convinced that if I spent my day listening for God, my day would be much better. Anyone want to give it a try with me?

The kitties...

The fuzzy critters keep asking to come in to sit by my wood stove. The kids decided that Orion (aka Fluffy Boy) should have a new name. Since he is always chasing other cats and he is putting his teeth into them, they have dubbed him Count Dracula. The book, Dracula, seems to be very popular in our home right now, so I suppose that is where the idea comes from. Some days they refer to him as The Count, other days they tell me that he is just a bit batty....

Christmas...

On the Twelfth day of Christmas I was sick, so we did not take down the tree. We didn't take down the tree on the 13th, 14th or 15th day after Christmas either. In fact, the tree is still up. Everyone suggests we ought to take it down, but no one has gotten the task started. Soon....

I did sit down at the piano on Sunday and play "We Three Kings" in honor of our Epiphany celebration, though.

Celebration!

The biggest news here at Fairview is that my son attended the national 4-H meats judging contest in Denver, Colorado last weekend. We are proud to announce that he took 8th place. He learned a tough lesson, though--he got called away before he had filled in the last of his bubble sheet and forgot to go back and fill in about 30 of them. If he had finished the task, he would have come in 4th. I figure this lesson will go a long way in learning to avoid the title "Space Cadet", and hopefully he will be able to attend the Kansas City contest next fall and redeem those last few points! Good job, John Mark!

And now I am off to do something other than lounge in my robe and slippers. Cold or no, Latin still calls...

Find the beauty in your day! (And tell me about it here. It's national delurking week according to Donna, so stop by my comment box to say hello!)

Blessings!
Jean
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Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Flu and Cold Season


















First I had the stomach bug.
Then I caught a bad cold.
Curling up here with my sister's puppy sounds like the good life.

I'll be back later when I feel like chatting.

Blessings,
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Wednesday, January 03, 2007

Beauty: Faces























Ruffy

On the 9th day of Christmas my hubby came down with the flu.

On the 10th day of Chrismas, today, my daughter and I came down with the flu.

On the 11th day of Christmas my son will leave for a national meats judging contest. I pray he will not come down with the flu!























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Penelope

I find beauty in
-the soft, silky forehead of my donkey.
-an ordered morning.
-fresh homemade bread.
-seeing my son dressed in khakis, sport jacket and tie.
-fire in the fireplace.
-an old-fashioned Christmas tree.




















Turkey gobbler

May you find beauty in your day!
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Tuesday, January 02, 2007

Beauty at Sunset



















On the fifth day of Christmas we took my son in for his driver's license test (successful :-).

On the sixth day of Christmas we had an open house and celebrated with our friends.

On the seventh day of Christmas we went out to church, ate with my in-laws at a Chinese restaurant, took a long afternoon nap, and watched the new Pirates of the Carribean on New Year's Eve.

On the eighth day of Christmas we relaxed and in the evening hubby headed back to work.

Today, the ninth day of Christmas, is school and back to the old routine.

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Take time to find beauty. Take time to make it, too.

Blessings,
Jean